sometimes, not often enough...

sometimes being a mom isn't enough.  the best thing i ever did in life is had three wonderful kids.  now they are all adults, have their own lives and i have only me.  today i'm entirely disappointed.  i have no one to talk to about something important.  and although the kittens seems to understand my depression and tears, they can't talk back.

it's been just over 2 years since my last post....

not much has changed,  yet so many things have.  I hope to start posting, at least for myself.